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I Feel

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hyper

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For some reason, I've been in an ecstatically good mood lately.  Don't quite know why.  I've been very hyper too.  And I seem drunk when I'm hyper and happy... Geesh.  What weirdness.

[	I Feel	|	drunk	]
[	Current Music	|	Red Hot Chili Peppers - By The Way	]

YO!!!  Calinda is in dah HIZZOUSE!!!  its jaxxx... yeah we r ROCKIN to rhc n chillin... btw calinda is way sexxxy and wow omg i know wat guys mean when they say they are attracted to lesbians... we r watching jack sparrow and will turner make out! like SHWING!!!!! ah! yeah we got  bit turned on... yeah... NOTHING HAPPENED! uhhm... we also ate a lotta pizza.. well I was the one who ate a lotta pizza actually.... NEWS FLASH: calinda wants to be a rock star!  and we ate olives too! yay! she understands my obsession wit olives!

"i saw ur love stream flow" now wat cud that mean?! we didnt say it it was RHC!

thats gross! and wierd... weird... weerd... wird? werd. (ghetto jax)

well thats nature for ya.

lol

and cal is a skank n a half! hah

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I Feel

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depressed

]

Depressed.  Again.  What a surprise?  Not really.  But this time, I'm getting the vibe that everyones really tired of me and my complaining.  I don't blame them.

But if I have no one to talk to... I don't know what I'll end up doing...

I don't think I want to know.

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I Feel

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confused

]

You know what?  I just looked out my window... And do you know what I saw???  SNOW!!!  Do you know how wrong that is???  It's almost spring!!! (Sort of.)  But that's soooo not cool!!  I was getting in the mood for warm weather and dreaming of the beach and looking forward to the flowers of spring... and BAM!!!  All my dreams are destroyed when those little fecking white balls of stupid cold... stuff come floating down from the sky!  Sure, pretty, REAL pretty... But then again, the ocean on a warm morning is real pretty too! 

Arg.  Dammit.  Stupid snow.  Stupid weather.  Stupid winter. 

I'm so cold!!!

I can't wait for summer.  I can't wait for the beach.  I can't wait for the sun, for the flowers, for the sand, the water, the volleyball, the warmth, the summer breeze, the... Gah, I could go on forever - I just want it to snow goddammit!  Phffffft...

Anyway, </rant>, I just had to say that. XD

Over & Out...

cal

[	I Feel	|	pleased	]
[	Current Music	|	Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dosed	]

Ahhh, here we go!  I've finally finished the layout/colorization/lj-avatar creating part of this live journal... Now I have to finish up the job by writing my first entry.  This livejournal is the one for my friends to read, the one that holds pointless everyday information about me.. and... stuff.  Yeah.  Kind of like my xanga but slightly more sophisticated... Yeah, sort of.  Not really.  I just like the layout of this - looks very... suave!!  I don't know.  I just like the gray purples a lot.

Anyway, I got the username from one of my favorite Red Hot Chili Pepper songs - 'Minor Thing' - one of the last lines in the song says "Black star motivation" and it just kinda stuck out to me.  And I liked it  So here I am, as blackstar_motiv (i couldn't fit motivation o.O)!  But I like it.  A lot.

Hopefully some of my friends will get live journals too (hinthint!).. They're slightly difficult to figure out... And well, xanga is practically the identical thing to this, but... Hell!  Live journals are cool!  ... And perrrrty!!!  Teehee.  Anyway, I'm just writing cause I'm kinda bored and stuff.  Sleeeeepy.  Didn't sleep very much last night - kept on waking up and stuff.  Wasn't very fun.  But oh well, I got to watch The Last Unicorn (again) so it's all good, if you know what I mean.

Anyhow, I gotta go - home work... or... something.

Over & out,

.50 cal (xp)